• To call Samaritans about my worries (which took 45 minutes)
• To have a shower (which took 3-4 hours)
• To leave my flat (at 20:00…)
• To visit my parents
• To put up with the noisy crowed bus, where anyone could bump into me (OCD and contamination, not fun)
• To go to the supermarket

Just so I can have moments of peace and quiet now that my day is done, and there’s no pressure to do anything

Just so I can listen to calm music.

Just so I can surf the internet without panicking every 30s that I haven’t done something.

Just so I can be happy, today wasn’t a disaster!

When life is hard, it’s the little things that really matter, doesn’t matter that you aren’t perfect, just that you’re here, and now.

Bye for now.